My current repeat forever song obsessesion..

Khalil Fong.. exceptional singer with a twist to his awesome voice..

Time..

time
some say it heals
but think carefully..
it’s actually a timed bomb..
that will prove it’s wrath with inconsiderable for what human may wait,
it’s just a dead end ahead.. for we’re timed as each step we take..
it’s unpredictable..

for now.. i’m inferior towards an entity beyond control..
only the mighty one that overlook us is able to with just a twink of his eye..
nothing physical can stop.. you can only deceive yourself if you ever turn your clock back time..

Love keep me alive? indeed.. and it kills me too.. and affection.. i wouldn’t even be here with you..
it kills me just the thought of it keeps me waiting..
patience indeed is a virtue..
but when it backfires..
would patience be a vice?

thoughts ventured into death..
but death can only be one..
that through you..
i can only reach heaven..
.
lead me..
..
shape me..
…
change me..
….
teach me..
…..
for there’s none like you..
……
complicated yet it seems so clear..
If i open my heart, it seems so clear..
if i open up my heart, it be so near to me..
i believe in you..

for my patience has only limit for one.. an eternal love..

sigh..

colours

is what i need to add to my life now..

While I’m Waiting..

I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am hopeful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it is painful
But patiently, I will wait

I will move ahead, bold and confident
Taking every step in obedience
While I’m waiting
I will serve You
While I’m waiting
I will worship
While I’m waiting
I will not faint
I’ll be running the race
Even while I wait

I’m waiting
I’m waiting on You, Lord
And I am peaceful
I’m waiting on You, Lord
Though it’s not easy
But faithfully, I will wait
Yes, I will wait
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve You while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting
I will serve you while I’m waiting
I will worship while I’m waiting on You, Lord

“John Waller – While I’m Waiting”

Life can be as mundane as it’s much as tough.. and this song.. i guess sparks more insight on the word on being patient.. I don’t fancy any fame.. just love.. is all i hunger for..

I Love You..

Here i am..

so much to spill.. but so little time to do so..

so many people around.. but the important ones in life arent appearing much..

heart’s broken.. soul bounded.. spirit lives free..

only to find..

God’s guidance in the end of the road..

sometimes all u’ve wished for isn’t as easy as it seems to be.. especially just in living a life and be a part of surviving world that life brought to us..

so much of hatred going around.. so much of fighting.. even in the simplest thing you do somehow somewhere it’s unavoidable.. sometimes.. being as famous as u’re crowded by people around you.. but at times when you need most.. who understands you most? not any stranger.. but the ones furthest to you that with just the slightest sign of their presence brings tons of rainbows in us.. as cliche as it may be.. but to individuals of these special moments.. nothing seems to matters than just them themselves..

But nevertheless.. life isn’t just confined on a speck of negative.. thou these specks appear and reappear once in a while.. thou life sometimes seems to just filled with dirt.. sometimes these dirt appears like a black dot on a pure white paper.. and it reappears just the moment you wash it off.. but it’s totally unavoidable.. no matter how lucky u’re.. how wealthy you are.. or just how caution u’re.. they just keep coming back.. but the question here.. it’s just one speck out of the whole white paper.. why don’t look at life outside of the small speck of life..

it may take just a moment.. or some might take longer.. but individuality makes us unique right? and definitely each road is different..

but there’s one path i’m willing to pour everything i have.. and endlessly.. this path had shown me countless mercy alongside with times of grace and fiery hell suffering roads just for me to learn more..

and all these just to show myself that..

I’m not who i was..

I’ve been through that shoebox of pictures recently.. and this song came by to me again.. and replaying it just bring my inner fire to just lit up.. and consequent smiles of who i was.. and what life had brought me.. and what life has it now..

Sometimes it takes more than just yourself to bring out that courage in you..

thank you dear lord..
thank you mom and dad..
thank you people around me..
and also thank you for that special someone that possibly need some words of encouragement..
sometimes havin more isn’t as happy than just havin that niche curb of cheesecake you might find somewhere.. somehow..

i Love you.. is a single entity.. loving you all.. it’s contagious..

My Beautiful PhotoBlog!

first of all.. i’m sooo totally astound by MY VERY OWN BLOG! do u know why? BECAUSE first of all..
the first thing i log on to the internet i got this msg..

mizanne . says:
dont
look
yet

-=KJ=- Destiny is not a matter of fate.. but to me it’s a matter of Faith.. says:
HAHAHA

mizanne . says:
dont
see
ur
blog
yet
coz

-=KJ=- Destiny is not a matter of fate.. but to me it’s a matter of Faith.. says:
haha

mizanne . says:
i’m fixing something

-=KJ=- Destiny is not a matter of fate.. but to me it’s a matter of Faith.. says:
=P

mizanne . says:
OKIEE
hubby
http://thisiskj.blogspot.com
go see
=p

THEN WHOAAAAAAAA! =)
go see yourself..

Presenting..

The new..

ThisIsKJ Photoblog

http://thisiskj.blogspot.com

Click click click! =)
Soooo lurveee my dearie.. dardear.. dearling.. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! =) Credits to Marianne! my gurl.. my woman! =P hehe

C&C please.. =) comments & critics la! =) hehe

when u got nothing better to do..

when u’re desperately bored n when u’re on a caffeine high.. and you r hungry but all u have is just Double Kaya Toast from Old Town Kopitiam.. this is what u do.. LoL

goodness.. take a look at her expression la.. LoLness..

Superrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr Cute.. LoL how can i not tempted to make these silleh things.. =P hehehe

A comeback! =)

whoaaa! it’s been quite a hiatus for me myself and my blog already! i’ve recently well.. done quite a number of things.. and hrm.. it seems when i’m practically busy or well.. there’s sooo much tale to tell and so much experiences to tell u all.. not merely stories..

my blog is definitely a personal journal and journey i’ve been so far.. it’s something personal and yet.. quite messy around my blog categories.. not reli that savvy in that manner anyhow.. hahaha =P well.. at a point of time i was considering selling my blog.. but what’s the point.. anyhow.. i would be quite a lifeless person always just wana stick by the PC and update blog.. apart from that.. my dad hasn’t been payin up the Streamyx.. good.. haha i wana get a Wimax then.. still trying period.. hoping one day they will overtake Tmnet.. or at least give them a good competition.. so both can battle and hopefully till a point broadband would be cheap! hehe =P

Bah! talking bout updating blog.. i’ll update more of my Photography Blog at Blogspot than here i think.. an almost mid year resolution! =) hehehe it will be done! hahaha Oh! i didn’t mention that my XPS is finally back already.. managed to save almost 90% of my stuffs from my BADDDD 250gb HD and that’s good news for me.. cuz there’s sooo much memories in the 250gb HD.. thank god.. after 3-4 months of gruesome battle to try to recover back my data! tried so many things.. but at last thanks to Nicholas Chan for helping out using DOS to transfer after my vista corrupted.. and HD created sooo many Bad sectors! arghhh! =P

i’m super happy now.. my life isn’t complete but.. there are sooo many parts of my segment in my life that’s already completed.. slowly.. it regains its speed back to 200%.. i dun run on 100%.. it’s too lil to categorize my life.. hehe =)

oh.. i’ve put www.thisiskj.com into my namecard alsoo.. sooo.. less nonsense and more of updates coming soon.. =) accepted some jobs around.. regarding my passion.. very happy indeed.. meet a lot of new people in life.. and that means my “Friends in Common” in facebook is increasing! hahaha

hrm.. Facebook does wonders.. =) if there’s a day i get the time to write a book.. i think i can write a testimonial of my experiences and the people we get connected because of a simple website called facebook that connects us together.. no matter where we are.. =)

I’ve a renewed destiny to chase.. to grasp.. and happily ever after story to follow along.. =)

This year is the year of changes and a total 180 degree change..

i can see changes in myself already.. but redemption of people toward who i’m need time.. and my patience is infinite.. there’s someone i would like to introduce in my life KJ.. and the person meant so much to me that not only i see myself being a common self in her.. but limitless possibilities.. period.. ends here.. but it aint gona end at all.. cuz two person are determined to make things work.. no distance.. only faith.. in ourselves.. and most of all.. in God..

I learned a phrase in Joey’s Blog recently.. and it’s an awesome quote to life on..
here lemme ask you all..

what would you give a different word to Life if there’s another word for it?

Only one word can replace it.. Love

Have you ever?

have u ever felt there’s so much inspiration.. that it overflows?
Have u ever felt there’s so little time but yet.. so much you have done over that short period?
Have u ever accomplish so much and yet.. you want to accomplish ever more throughout the day as long as it never ends? and days seems to replenish the next day and you keep doing it.. but it just starts and ends with a smile.. even throughout the whole journey.. you just keep smiling without any reason? but you still do it?
have you ever had such strong faith in god that you just want to do more for him?
have you ever had so much of coincidence in your life with a perfect stranger that you know you get more coincidence as days passes by?
have you ever had that sugar rush that’s sooo insane but yet u’re sane enough to walk and well.. use ur brains la.. hehe =)
have you ever fall in love? a love guided by god?

guess there’s a first for every human being and every single one reading this now..

Happy Valentine’s Day fellas.. =)
it’s just another day.. but it’s just a lil special with everything overpriced.. =P

a day to remember.. a day to mark down every month.. happy Vday.. hope you enjoyed it =)

Blessed Bullish YEAR ahead fellas! =)

eh.. dun have a Bullshit year k? hehehe =P

Anyway.. Sifu-KJ say drink more redbull for more productive time for 2009 alrite? haha =P dun have more than 2 a day.. and 4 a week.. cause it might give u diabetes pulak.. anyway.. gave a dozen redbull for my fren’s bday to usher into new year cuz his bday @ end of december! haha =P it’s his first time having redbull he says..

Have a safe trip back to all your respective kampungs fellas.. =) gona miss you all for few days max.. =P haha

Found this off Joey’s blog.. indeed a very powerful advertisement.. totally strikes you to think bout things.. and awesome videography there as well.. as always.. Petronas will always creates touchy.. cheesy yet powerful advertisements.. i wonder if it’s still Yasmin Ahmad produce those ads?

when you all are back to KL! dun forget to invite me to your places for CNY visitations ya alrite? hehe =)
more ‘ong’ pow.. =P and COOKIES! =) so share the lurve.. dun just keep for urself la k? hehehe =P

Have a Bullish year ahead! =)

Me with lion dance! taken the same shot lik this bfore in Shanghai also! =) veri heavy wor the lion head.. really admire the fellas that does lion dancen for living!