A step Closer..

Today i’m cam abusing at Sony Centre Times Square at 11:45am and when i was in the midst of trying out the 50mm 1.4.. 20mm 2.8 and 135mm lens.. exactly 12:06:25pm i got myself a very shocking call from a Private number or.. well pleasant in a way.. =)

Caller : Hello Is this Wong Kok Jen?

Me : Yes..

Caller : Oh hello i’m calling to confirm you on the application you send to Nescafe Kickstart and to notify you that now you are one of the Shortlisted contestant for the Nescafe Kickstart 2007.

Me : pause 2 sec.. hrm.. can u repeat that again? the enviroment here a lil noisy ( i put down the @700 i was trying, and concentrate on the call )

Caller : Oh you are chosen for the Video audition for Nescafe Kickstart and you submit an application on your dream job that’s to become a YoYo Master.

Me : hahaha serious? WoW.. great.. hahaha My friend was being called yesterday and he was chosen as well.. didn’t know i was chosen as well.. Thank you.. didn’t expected this call! =)

Caller : well you are a step closer.. but you need to submit to us a Short Video presentation of yourself and your dreams in less than 3 Minutes and to be submited to us before 10th of December.. Tell us why must you must be chosen.. You can use Props and background.. show ur Personality and Character and send it to our office.. There will be 4 Judges.. and the result of your video will be release on 17th of December..

Me : How many fellas had been shortlisted?

Caller : quite a lot.. but yours unique as well.. be creative and send a video that stands out among the rest..

Me : so people with good background in Video get better lor? =P

Caller : not really

Me : what if i don’t have a video cam?

Caller : hrm.. Friends? =P

Me : ok.. i’ll try my best! send the video straight to ur office k? dun trust Post Malaysia.. =P

Me : ANYBODY CAN HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP?

ANY IDEAS? i’m so shocked i’m having a post trauma call from her.. =P hehehe

www.kickstart.com.my

Omg.. if i’m chosen.. for the top 4 finalist.. i get Rm 30k.. oOo.. that means Photography + YoYo jobs = MY DREAM JOB! hahaha

But if i’m the Winner! OH MY GGGGGGGGGGGOODNESSITY! RM 150 FREAKING THOUSAND RINGGIT!

CAN BLOODY BUY A PHASE ONE WITH THAT D! HAHAHA =P

This is KJ..

Clown?

would =) be your first impression?

or would you be =O shocked?

or you would think they are =) on the outside and =( in the inside?

I was working yesterday.. at Eye on Malaysia and just to found out next that what people say about clown put up a happy face but deep inside.. as they face many problems..

hiding the fear of sadness..

doing it for the sake of money..

making people happy while they themselves are sad..

it seems sad people do make other people much happier but they ain’t happy themselves..

i ain’t that strong afterall.. yearn for love.. closeness.. and the most basic most basic need that life make things complicated through experiences..

I’m touched.. by this blog..

A journey of Faith

I’m sadden by my actions..

I’m strong in Faith.. Trust.. and Hope for the future.. For someone dear to me.. seeking for forgiveness.. seeking to blame it on me.. seeking for trust, faith and hope together.. for time isn’t infinite..

For my friends don’t know for certain, for my closest family won’t know, for you won’t know as well.. Only God’s decision rules over all matters.. 

For i might gone tomorrow..

Never to rule this earth again..

For now i must stand up..

for the one dearest to my heart..

For everyday i live..

Only for three things.. My God, My dreams, and to the ones i Love most.. You..

I’ll work.. i’ll improve.. i’ll be my dreams.. i’ll grasp every opportunity.. i’ll touch u.. i’ll Love u like never before.. I’ll be like Christ.. Loving unconditionally..  

“If you judge people, you have no time to love them”

“In this life we cannot do great things. We can only do small things with great love”

“If you want a love message to be heard, it has got to be sent out. To keep a lamp burning, we have to keep putting oil in it.”

“Intense love does not measure, it just gives.”

“It is not the magnitude of our actions but the amount of love that is put into them that matters.”

“Jesus said love one another. He didn’t say love the whole world.”

“Joy is a net of love by which you can catch souls.”

“Kind words can be short and easy to speak, but their echoes are truly endless.”

“Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love.”

“Let us not be satisfied with just giving money. Money is not enough, money can be got, but they need your hearts to love them. So, spread your love everywhere you go.”

“Let us touch the dying, the poor, the lonely and the unwanted according to the graces we have received and let us not be ashamed or slow to do the humble work.”

“Loneliness and the feeling of being unwanted is the most terrible poverty.”

“Love begins at home, and it is not how much we do… but how much love we put in that action.” 

“Love is a fruit in season at all times, and within reach of every hand.”

“One of the greatest diseases is to be nobody to anybody.”

“Spread love everywhere you go. Let no one ever come to you without leaving happier.”

“Sweetest Lord, make me appreciative of the dignity of my high vocation, and its many responsibilities. Never permit me to disgrace it by giving way to coldness, unkindness, or impatience.”

“The success of love is in the loving – it is not in the result of loving. Of course it is natural in love to want the best for the other person, but whether it turns out that way or not does not determine the value of what we have done.”

“The biggest disease today is not leprosy or tuberculosis, but rather the feeling of being unwanted.”

All quotes above are courtesy of Mother Teresa..

but this specific quote.. Spears through my heart.. it got me thinking how important u’re.. how important i’m as well..

And i thought i had tuberculosis would be the worst thing ever happened to me.. my first call was straight to Olivia Soo Ting Ting.. The 1st ever person that brought my conscience to see a Doctor was Olivia.. The 1st time i’m save by a kindred soul.. is Olivia.. The 1st person i cried on someone’s shoulder once you grab and hugged me is you Olivia.. The 1st person that save me from a lonely soul is you Olivia Soo Ting Ting.. countless.. worth isn’t the word to be used.. but Love..

I don’t want to take this life granted anymore.. i want to love and be loved.. living in a world not only us.. but all of us.. all you reading this post..
 

For i’m still wearing this ring.. just to wait indefinitely to Love ur heart again..

I. Love. You. and these 3 words.. i want to continue this journey on with you..

Happy Belated Bday KJ..

November 10th marked the day of my another year.. and the 3rd time i’m having the year of PIG!

ai.. 24 yrs old.. why? ai.. why 24 yrs old but still look so handsome and look like innocent 19th =P hehe

Happy Bday to Mikel, Stephen, Xianjin, Ken Seong and meself!

We killed Hannah Tan.. sorry Hannah Tan.. Xianjin bankai on ur cake.. and i also unleash my slashing samurai skills as well.. as well as others immitate the scene from Psycho to kill your cake.. =P

AND Most of all! Thanks to Shaz! for organizing this wonderful Bday Party! =) more photos to be upload next..

Architecture!

Ok i’m gona continue on with my post on my Top 5’s!

but before that..

I really really would like to thank Shaz for the party, Chibi / Elena for the shirt and Lex for the Famous Amos Cookies and all the others that went to Izzi Bukit Bintang for November Babies Bday party organized by not other than Shaz.. Your friendly A&W bear.. hehehe =P

=)

The topic this time for architecture is one of my favourite.. =) postcard alike pictures.. except for the bad noise appearing in each picture due to using just a point and shoot.. but no matter what.. enjoi! =)

 Architecture..

Shining through

The Top 5 bridges in Malaysia

Take me to your leader.. Putrajaya..

Malaysia’s proud one..

Thailand? not really..

Enjoi!

♥

another 30 min to go..

it’s 11:32pm now.. and it’s gona be another year to another year.. and the end of pigs year before come another piggy year at age 36.. ARGH! so old! hehe..

happy B’day to myself.. =)

Portraiture

portraiture

Above meaning taken from Dictionary 

Potraiture..

One of my hardest part that i need a breakthrough.. really lacking on this.. but i’m trying hard.. thou i’m good in camwhoring.. that doesn’t mean i’m good in potraits.. haha =P

Potraitures

A Jazzy feeling.. taken off from Sunrize Jazz Festival 1 year ago.. awesome show! i was jumping around and cheering for more of Cosmic Funk Express.. hehe a bit wild but well.. those were the times.. =P Taken using the Sony F88 point and shoot

Jaclyn Victor Live! Taken during a charity show with me and my yoyo gang, Jaclyn Victor and other singers for this charity show in dorsett regency. Powerful singer.. first time seeing her live! and got her to sign her VERY first unofficial album! hehehe =) hope you enjoy with the yoyo i gave u Jaclyn! Noise were a bit too much on that day.. Taken using Dimi’s Panasonic Fz-5

Photographer shoots photographer! =P hehehe.. like this picture except the line behind kacau.. ish.. =P
everybody says this picture like she’s suiciding.. but noooooooo don’t think too far k? Thanks for Xianjin from xjphotos.com for ‘hiring’ me for the photoshoot.. hehe =) Taken with Canon 350d

DeJelly aka Chris also aka Christopher Wee.. =P hehe he’s bubbly a very interesting person! hehe =P normally mistaken by the well known figure of Yellow Man from Digi.. hehehe =P Taken with Canon 350d

Last subject.. a Dog named Chester.. i really don’t have enough potraits.. ish.. i suck at potraits.. need to improve.. Rachel! your doggy.. is in my website.. =P haha =P taken using Canon 350d

 So.. there you go.. another post.. on Top 5 ♥

comin up next.. i consider VERY special.. featuring Architecture.. one of my stronger points as well i rate myself..

The fav five for Landscape/Cityscape!

These are now the next Fav Five for the category of… Landscape and Cityscape!

Give a hand to these five finalist! mostly taken with a Point and shoot again.. haha =P

Cityscape / Landscape

6am already so bright.. bah.. it was every morning i wake up at around 6-7am.. cause it’s soo bright.. this particular day i was awake early.. and wonderful sunrising! therefore comes this picture..

 Love the lake with the V point horizon effect here.. seems to be duplicated on the lake and great evening.. and also the place i was attacked by this stupid bulldog that hop on me and drop my Canon 350d

was after my job at the BMW headquarters in Shah Alam when i come to this beauuuuuuuuuuuuutttttiiiful sunseting scene.. i was like OMG! then i hop down the car and start snapping pictures.. hehe very spontaneous indeed.. and nicely exposed to make this picture perfect..

Putrajaya has been over shot as well nowadays.. bah! but what the heck! i LOVE this picture.. with almost 20 sec exposure? nice nice place for dawn.. and dating as well.. hehe =)

ps: (if you are reading this.. yes.. you.. would love to take you on a date there, baby..)

This place might be overly shot by millions of visitors.. but this picture somehow capture my eyes with the detailed lights and just beautifuly lited up city.. shanghai is the way to go! would love to go back there.. wonderful people.. friends.. and performance! =) thou i was there for merely one week.. or is it two? =P

Well.. that’s all for now.. 5 pictures.. =) on Landscape and Cityscape!

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So? drop by k? adios!

♥

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