Here i am..

17 07 2009

so much to spill.. but so little time to do so..

so many people around.. but the important ones in life arent appearing much..

heart’s broken.. soul bounded.. spirit lives free..

only to find..

God’s guidance in the end of the road..

sometimes all u’ve wished for isn’t as easy as it seems to be.. especially just in living a life and be a part of surviving world that life brought to us..

so much of hatred going around.. so much of fighting.. even in the simplest thing you do somehow somewhere it’s unavoidable.. sometimes.. being as famous as u’re crowded by people around you.. but at times when you need most.. who understands you most? not any stranger.. but the ones furthest to you that with just the slightest sign of their presence brings tons of rainbows in us.. as cliche as it may be.. but to individuals of these special moments.. nothing seems to matters than just them themselves..

But nevertheless.. life isn’t just confined on a speck of negative.. thou these specks appear and reappear once in a while.. thou life sometimes seems to just filled with dirt.. sometimes these dirt appears like a black dot on a pure white paper.. and it reappears just the moment you wash it off.. but it’s totally unavoidable.. no matter how lucky u’re.. how wealthy you are.. or just how caution u’re.. they just keep coming back.. but the question here.. it’s just one speck out of the whole white paper.. why don’t look at life outside of the small speck of life..

it may take just a moment.. or some might take longer.. but individuality makes us unique right? and definitely each road is different..

but there’s one path i’m willing to pour everything i have.. and endlessly.. this path had shown me countless mercy alongside with times of grace and fiery hell suffering roads just for me to learn more..

and all these just to show myself that..

I’m not who i was..

I’ve been through that shoebox of pictures recently.. and this song came by to me again.. and replaying it just bring my inner fire to just lit up.. and consequent smiles of who i was.. and what life had brought me.. and what life has it now..

Sometimes it takes more than just yourself to bring out that courage in you..

thank you dear lord..
thank you mom and dad..
thank you people around me..
and also thank you for that special someone that possibly need some words of encouragement..
sometimes havin more isn’t as happy than just havin that niche curb of cheesecake you might find somewhere.. somehow..

i Love you.. is a single entity.. loving you all.. it’s contagious..


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