A comeback! =)

whoaaa! it’s been quite a hiatus for me myself and my blog already! i’ve recently well.. done quite a number of things.. and hrm.. it seems when i’m practically busy or well.. there’s sooo much tale to tell and so much experiences to tell u all.. not merely stories..

my blog is definitely a personal journal and journey i’ve been so far.. it’s something personal and yet.. quite messy around my blog categories.. not reli that savvy in that manner anyhow.. hahaha =P well.. at a point of time i was considering selling my blog.. but what’s the point.. anyhow.. i would be quite a lifeless person always just wana stick by the PC and update blog.. apart from that.. my dad hasn’t been payin up the Streamyx.. good.. haha i wana get a Wimax then.. still trying period.. hoping one day they will overtake Tmnet.. or at least give them a good competition.. so both can battle and hopefully till a point broadband would be cheap! hehe =P

Bah! talking bout updating blog.. i’ll update more of my Photography Blog at Blogspot than here i think.. an almost mid year resolution! =) hehehe it will be done! hahaha Oh! i didn’t mention that my XPS is finally back already.. managed to save almost 90% of my stuffs from my BADDDD 250gb HD and that’s good news for me.. cuz there’s sooo much memories in the 250gb HD.. thank god.. after 3-4 months of gruesome battle to try to recover back my data! tried so many things.. but at last thanks to Nicholas Chan for helping out using DOS to transfer after my vista corrupted.. and HD created sooo many Bad sectors! arghhh! =P

i’m super happy now.. my life isn’t complete but.. there are sooo many parts of my segment in my life that’s already completed.. slowly.. it regains its speed back to 200%.. i dun run on 100%.. it’s too lil to categorize my life.. hehe =)

oh.. i’ve put www.thisiskj.com into my namecard alsoo.. sooo.. less nonsense and more of updates coming soon.. =) accepted some jobs around.. regarding my passion.. very happy indeed.. meet a lot of new people in life.. and that means my “Friends in Common” in facebook is increasing! hahaha

hrm.. Facebook does wonders.. =) if there’s a day i get the time to write a book.. i think i can write a testimonial of my experiences and the people we get connected because of a simple website called facebook that connects us together.. no matter where we are.. =)

I’ve a renewed destiny to chase.. to grasp.. and happily ever after story to follow along.. =)

This year is the year of changes and a total 180 degree change..

i can see changes in myself already.. but redemption of people toward who i’m need time.. and my patience is infinite.. there’s someone i would like to introduce in my life KJ.. and the person meant so much to me that not only i see myself being a common self in her.. but limitless possibilities.. period.. ends here.. but it aint gona end at all.. cuz two person are determined to make things work.. no distance.. only faith.. in ourselves.. and most of all.. in God..

I learned a phrase in Joey’s Blog recently.. and it’s an awesome quote to life on..
here lemme ask you all..

what would you give a different word to Life if there’s another word for it?

Only one word can replace it.. Love

Every tomorrow is a summary of yesterday..

For today.. I have yesterday.. for tomorrow i have today to work on.. and for you.. i have a lifetime to treasure.. and to learn from yesterday to work on today in order to achieve tomorrow.. for every tomorrow i have hope to that nothing comes to vain if i trust tomorrow comes.. for now i seize every day.. Only person to blamed is my ownself.. and i alone thou bleeding unseen by my eyes.. illusion are real most of the time that it bleeds inside out.. for there’s no despite but only despair if i disagree to myself and tomorrow for a living reason i lived for today that i seized the day with grasped of my weak heart, mind and soul channeled to a single element of life.. that’s to love and to be loved in return.. each hit.. each tear.. each ache from this bloody flesh that feelings comes to life bring fourth to life by God almighty for there’s no reason to living than suffering itself.. in the name of hatred comes in between.. jealousy takes over.. overthrowned anger overwhelmed.. thou faith may be placed into test but may this suffering be the love thou unadorned.. may it be my humble opinion and my reason of living be my source of overflowing reason despite the hurt on this human flesh to channel a poison called hate to a meaning of ever finding soul searching identity entity called love..

Es Panol Como Voce..

I can’t live without you..

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……..Tomorrow

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……………………Yesterday

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For today.. i hope i live to love..