Back in the Sun.. =)

It’s a whole new October! it’s the 4th..

i guess it’s time.. for the suckiest month aka September is now officially gone.. when september comes.. it goes along as well and here comes October.. =) and next month is a beautiful month! =) can’t wait to embrace next month! =)

for now.. this song plays with me all along.. this plays with me.. thanks to my best friend.. Janice.. that soon sob.. going to leave as well..

i have to do this another time.. sigh..

people come.. people leaves.. but you will always be in my photographic memory.. and thanks for being in my life.. sometimes people remembers you for mistakes forever.. but there are little sparks sometimes that reminds you how wonderful life can be if you think life is wonderful..

forgiveness is not a one go process.. but somehow.. for me.. i smile at you.. saying.. i love you.. everyday.. anybody.. anyone.. thank you.. how small how big part you been in my life.. there’s no reason i place a poison on someone.. for we’re human..

but for now.. it’s all about me.. before it comes to you..

simplicity is how life is.. it’s us that make matters complicated.. sigh..

for now.. i’m back in the Sun..

here i bring you..

Joseph Arthur – In the sun

I picture you in the sun wondering what went wrong
And falling down on your knees asking for sympathy
And being caught in between all you wish for and all you seen
And trying to find anything you can feel that you can believe in

May gods love be with you
Always
May gods love be with you

I know I would apologize if I could see your eyes
cause when you showed me myself I became someone else
But I was caught in between all you wish for and all you need
I picture you fast asleep
A nightmare comes
You cant keep awake

May gods love be with you
Always
May gods love be with you

cause if I find
If I find my own way
How much will I find
If I find
If I find my own way
How much will I find
You

I dont know anymore
What its for
Im not even sure
If there is anyone who is in the sun
Will you help me to understand
cause I been caught in between all I wish for and all I need
Maybe youre not even sure what its for
Any more than me

May gods love be with you
Always
May gods love be with you

Joseph Arthur – In the sun

here’s another song.. =) fallen in love when i became a christian.. and this will lead me thru.. =)

I’m back to the Heart Of Worship.. – Matt Redman.. i’ll be singing.. =) thru stormy nights.. and rainy days..

Facebook status – Wong is back breathing again.. October is a whole new month.. what’s wrong let it be wrong.. what right.. is indeed for me to create..LET IT RAIN! i stand here..FIRM.

http://thisiskj.blogspot.com will be my photoblog.. =) KJ photos!

Every tomorrow is a summary of yesterday..

For today.. I have yesterday.. for tomorrow i have today to work on.. and for you.. i have a lifetime to treasure.. and to learn from yesterday to work on today in order to achieve tomorrow.. for every tomorrow i have hope to that nothing comes to vain if i trust tomorrow comes.. for now i seize every day.. Only person to blamed is my ownself.. and i alone thou bleeding unseen by my eyes.. illusion are real most of the time that it bleeds inside out.. for there’s no despite but only despair if i disagree to myself and tomorrow for a living reason i lived for today that i seized the day with grasped of my weak heart, mind and soul channeled to a single element of life.. that’s to love and to be loved in return.. each hit.. each tear.. each ache from this bloody flesh that feelings comes to life bring fourth to life by God almighty for there’s no reason to living than suffering itself.. in the name of hatred comes in between.. jealousy takes over.. overthrowned anger overwhelmed.. thou faith may be placed into test but may this suffering be the love thou unadorned.. may it be my humble opinion and my reason of living be my source of overflowing reason despite the hurt on this human flesh to channel a poison called hate to a meaning of ever finding soul searching identity entity called love..

Es Panol Como Voce..

I can’t live without you..

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……..Tomorrow

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……………………Yesterday

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For today.. i hope i live to love..